I talk about authenticity a lot, so in order for me to be authentic and not hypocritical, I try to be open about things.
A lot has been going on recently. A friend and I have started working on a new documentary project, and this weekend I was part of the Ozone Songwriter Festival, which has been great.
I’ve gotten to hang out with friends, meet new friends, hear and perform music, and work on film stuff. Good things have been happening.
This weekend also marked two years since my mom died.
It’s still hard. It still sucks. I miss her.
For me to be authentic, I have to talk about the bad times as well as the good, and sometimes, such as in this case, they hit at the same time.
I think about loss a lot – it’s probably a side effect of depression – and social media reminds me of the friends I’ve lost, and good times that are gone.
Maybe I romanticize the past. Maybe that’s normal. I don’t know what counts as normal; I just know how I think.
I don’t really have a big overall point to this post, I suppose. Maybe it’s just a reminder that social media can be fake, along with my attempt to be real – authentic – within that realm.
Anyway, hug your loved ones, and tell your friends you love them.
Thanks for reading. Much love.